Mantis 21 (Summer 2023)
New Poetry
Carolyn Kesterman
From the Space Between Songs
November’s dawn sets the clouds above my tea ablaze
And highlights the copper buried in my hair.
There’s a soft flavor to these mornings,
A soundless settling into the season as the
Sun peeks through fresh-bared branches to
Lend gentle warmth to a crisp, pale scene.
The roads nearby rush headlong from
Brilliant oranges and rich harvests to
Bold reds and taffeta bows,
But I want to linger here a little longer
In the quiet brown.
Across the street, a Cooper’s hawk perches on a
Bough obscured a week ago.
Her catch is parting southward or burrowing in;
She doesn’t seem to mind.
Her eyes point eastward,
Savoring the golden silence with me.
Maybe she’s just resigned herself to the
Approaching dead of winter,
Or maybe she feels the reverberations of
Something low and steady
Rising from the shorn earth,
Sinking into the space between songs –
The deep inhalation before a new phrase begins,
The moment you pause and remember
What you’re meant to say.
Margins
I’ve spent eight years trying to
Summarize the sweet grief
Of dried pine needles stuck
To the bare heels of my feet,
But prose doesn’t linger on
Thick swatches of forest green.
It can’t begin to scratch the
Surface of time lost in
Diagonal rows of light
Dashed across the
Afternoon floor.
I can’t capture this collection of
Moments inside a louder plot,
One that reduces the smell of
Cantaloupe and coffee to
Scene development of Chapter Three,
That chains symbolism to the
Nebulous ties between
Mallard wings and tortoiseshell glasses,
Or casts foreshadows
Over napkins tied into
Mice at the kitchen table.
I see verses waiting in the
Folds of lace curtains and
Wish I were apt enough to
Honor them.
The places where I used to
Step back to summer are
Fading away.
They’re painting over shutters and
Tearing down the walls you
Used to watch me climb.
But I can close my eyes and
Picture you there.
I can cut loose the plot to
Find you in the poetry.
CAROLYN KESTERMAN is a Cincinnati native whose poetry and fiction have appeared in seven publications, including Issue 64.2 of The Poet’s Touchstone, Issue 10.1 of Plumwood Mountain Journal, and Issue 49 of The Notre Dame Review. She is currently finalizing her first novel and first chapbook.