Mantis 21 (Summer 2023)
To Raise a Glass, or Down It
Gary Bunting
Fuzzy Outtakes
I don’t really drink
I don’t really know what kind of drunk I am
But yesterday I got slightly tipsy
Slightly squiffy on red wine
Turns out I’m an introspective drunk who
Cries at Whitney Houston songs
I mean, those notes, y’know?
I found myself hypnotized
My eyes drawn to the brake lights
Burning on the cars ahead of us
Have you ever seen the Manhattan skyline at midnight?
When your wide eyes are drawn to every single light
Their reflections quivering in the East river
The Brooklyn Bridge like a Chinese dragon
Fire breathing across the glittering black, sparkling black water.
My legs felt like Velcro unhooking
My head like popped bubble wrap.
I wrote a haiku
In my head but now it’s gone
The greatest haiku?
I guess we’ll never know
But I’ll guess not.
Oh these fuzzy outtakes
Water tower mosaic images
Neon cakes and wires shaking
Seating, standing
Standing seating
Bacon sandwiches, pop tambourines beating
A thimbleful of sleep in the passenger seat
I laugh at a sign as we pass a garage closed for the night
It says ‘Lube Entrance’ in pink neon lights
GARY BUNTING is originally from England but currently splits his time between England and New York. He is one of the writers at Hello America Stereo Cassette, which released his spoken word album Northern Sketches in 2021.