Mantis 18 (Spring 2020)
Amherst College
JinJin Xu
Right Before Summer’s Arrival
From inside the unseasonable heat
& softness of the body’s first
afternoon opening
shoulders shimmer
swollen school yard laughter
the slow moving creatures
orbit one another
as if our future selves know this
to be the beginning
of our slow descent
into what we had always known
to lie just beyond
the page its hushed doors
beyond the cool
walls of a palm
pressed over our eyes
trying to delay
the elastic snap
of vision’s
membrane & still the adults
are forgetting how
our eyes open into one
another how ears too those hidden
gaping orifices unfurl
the bone’s slow swelling
until we peek
over the descent
& fall
into the water
melon mouth of
summer.
JINJIN XU grew up in Shanghai and for now finds herself in Brooklyn. Her poetry and nonfiction have appeared in The Margins, Women’s Studies Quarterly, The Common, Millennium Film Journal, Nasty Women Poets, and the Cosmonauts Avenue Nonfiction Prize shortlist. Previously a Thomas J. Watson Fellow, she is currently an MFA candidate in Poetry at NYU, where she received the Lillian Vernon Fellowship and teaches undergraduate writing workshops.