Mantis 20 (Spring 2022)
Translations
Tove Ditlevsen
translated from Danish by Michael Favala Goldman and Cynthia Graae
Selvportræt 2
Når man engang
har haft
en stor glæde
varer den altid
sitrer blidt
i randen af alle
utrygge voksendage
dæmper arvet angst
gør søvnen dyb.
Sovekammeret var
en ø af lys
min far og mor
var malet
på morgenens væg.
De rakte en strålende
billedbog imod mig
de smilede ved at se
min voldsomme glæde.
Jeg så de var unge
og glade for
hinanden
så det for første
så det for sidste gang.
Verden blev evigt
delt i et før
og efter.
Jeg var fem år
siden blev alt
forandret.
Self-Portrait 2
Once you
have had
a great joy
it always remains
quivering gently
at the edge of all
precarious adult days
dampening inherited anxiety
deepening sleep.
The bedroom was
an island of light
my father and mother
were painted
on the morning’s wall.
They handed me
a splendid picture book
they smiled to see
my rampant joy.
I saw they were young
and happy with
each other
saw it for the first
saw it for the last time.
The world became forever
divided into a before
and after.
I was five
and since then everything has
been changed.
TOVE DITLEVSEN (1917-1976) was one of the most notable Danish literary personalities of the twentieth century. She enjoyed great popularity as a writer of both poetry and prose. She used her poor upbringing, her fragile psyche, and her long-standing problems with relationships and narcotics as sources of inspiration for her writing. The result was a long list of unique, honest, uncompromising works with which countless readers have identified. Ditlevsen wrote more than 30 books, including the three memoirs of The Copenhagen Trilogy, recently published in translation by Penguin Classics and FSG.
Danish translator MICHAEL FAVALA GOLDMAN (b. 1966) is also a poet, educator and jazz clarinetist. Among his sixteen translated books are Dependency by Tove Ditlevsen, The Water Farm Trilogy by Cecil Bødker, and Something To Live Up To, Selected Poems of Benny Andersen. Goldman’s books of original poetry include Who has time for this? (2020), Slow Phoenix (2021) and Small Sovereign (2021). His work has appeared in numerous literary journals and has received rave reviews in the New York Times and The London Times. He lives in Massachusetts, USA, where he has been running poetry critique groups since 2018. www.michaelfavalagoldman.com