Mantis 22 (Summer 2024)
Visceral; Velocities
Remon Badan
Gas Money
With my tight grip on a Necromantic pedal,
His voice floats above the unmarked grounds
of a territorial grandmother, drifting through domestic lands, we fall in and
out of an argumentative strand; (he and I)
fighting over tensed-up muscles and non-retractable
soul crushers – we drive inside the stomach of the angry Borders.
Struggling to keep our frequ-
encies intact, He mimics the Harshness
of the static radio
as it rips—
through our intimate vehicle of time
and reminds us our home is unfamiliar terrain, claimed
by a borderless Medusa.
Eternally she walks the underbelly of Jerusalem,
returning us back to the fertile soil of Nativity, where I
am an aging Prophet,
and he; a migrating Pigeon,
growing forgetful of our domestic burdens, she eats away at our eyes
screaming: unwelcomed lovers unwelcomed lovers unwell-
comed in the heart of a culture of masculine horror.
Bleeding carbon dioxide,
he can tell we are starting to lose
our color, Battling ancestral devils and a weakened gas pedal,
we slow the pace down until we run out
of road,
and split the Gas Money.
REMON BADAN is a Christian Palestinian poet from the city of Nazareth, Israel. He is a 2nd year student at Tel Aviv University (English Literature MA). Back in 2022, he won first place in the Bessin 2023 Poetry Competition.