Mantis 22 (Summer 2024)
dis.orientations
Spencer Jayu Ward
In Transit >>> ICN, SEOUL
My love always seems held less as a living choice, homeward bound,
than an object in transit, still momentarily detained
by women concerned far more with questioning doldrums,
partitioning bona fides, than admitting any answers
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Where is it coming from?
“In Korea, it is very seldom that people travel beyond their own area.” >>>>>
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< What is its destination?
“I stepped off the plane and onto U.S. soil for the first time in my life.” >>>>>
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< When was it born?
“7:15 AM, February 15, 1972” >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Can it prove its place of origin?
“From hearing the missionaries’ stories, I had been very excited about coming here.”>
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Any foreign or hazardous articles to be declared?
“My feelings changed when I saw so many colors of hair and skin with my own
eyes; I was scared.”>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Is the purpose of its visit business, or pleasure?
“I didn’t know how to communicate with them; we were afraid of each other.”>
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< How long does it intend on staying?
“Now I have made all kinds of friends, and it seems like having magic.” >>>>>>
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< What is its point of departure?
“I have found a person can come from outside this country and become part of it.”>
For my love to simply persist, never seems to warrant much
more than a temporary issuance of blanket entry
into, what has continually proven itself to be,
the less than prevailing state of affairs, dearly departed
SPENCER JAYU WARD is a Korean American hapa, poet, policy wonk, and ADHDer who wears too many hats. A Seattle local who began writing poetry in high school, he has a B.A. in International Affairs and Economics from the University of Washington, where he specialized in diplomacy and nuclear nonproliferation. After cutting his teeth as a policy research writer and editor at legislative offices and nonprofits in Washington, D.C., he settled back home, and now helps students with disabilities of all ages as a high school behavioral therapist and language arts tutor.