Mantis 22 (Summer 2024)
Disillusion; Dissolution
Will Neuenfeldt
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Every day is another scene on plastic benches with
prop newspapers while two leads take turns on the tire swing.
Sometimes forty dollars isn’t worth it so I avoid the set altogether
and sneak across back lots before stumbling into one more role.
Two hooded men pull off the slick bank heist yet
hesitate to recite their next lines because I cut into the long take.
Chewed out by the director, I’m still handed a check.
Another late lunch some fry cook reheats a burger for me.
Sure beats the days I’d cater cast members without costumes
and a single thank you as I refilled scrambled eggs for minimum wage.
Back at the apartment the door is shut and I cut to lopsided cushions
to tune into today’s scene with me in the background of Hollywood dreams.
WILL NEUENFELDT (he/him) studied English at Gustavus Adolphus College and his poems are published in Capsule Stories, Months to Years, and Red Flag Poetry. He lives in Cottage Grove, MN, home of the dude who played Steven Stifler in those American Pie movies and a house Teddy Roosevelt slept in. Instagram.comwjnpoems